2020 Almost Made Me Quit Youtube

2020 sucked for everyone. Here's my experience with it
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  1. LucaXtagVtag

    LucaXtagVtagПре 18 сати

    I'm not uploading until 21 march 2022.

  2. Kiki Wolf

    Kiki WolfПре 21 сат

    Welp i tried to get a bit populair this year but it didn’t work so this year sucks for all of us but its all cause COVID

  3. callum Coughlan

    callum CoughlanПре дан


  4. callum Coughlan

    callum CoughlanПре дан

    I’m so so so so so so so happy you didn’t quit ♥️

  5. Jessica

    JessicaПре 2 дана

    Real Talk: MRIs are terrifying for a lot of different reasons & you’ve got all my sympathy.

  6. Izipunn

    IzipunnПре 2 дана

    That culture you are talking about is American Culture Jack, RSclub is American, so they do what American businesses do. Everything has to be the "best"

  7. RocknLove09

    RocknLove09Пре 3 дана

    You are really brave to open up about this, thank you for sharing your story! I can really relate to how you have been feeling too. I've had unusual medical issues and have lost my energy too. I'm sorry you have been feeling this way, I hope you are doing well now!

  8. Bentley Norris

    Bentley NorrisПре 3 дана

    When i saw the title I was like oh n god no not jack

  9. Rundy Law

    Rundy LawПре 3 дана

    I relate to that asthma bit, haven't had it since a young teen and it started back up in June after feeling slightly sick (Too mild for me to think it COVID but who knows). It comes and goes throughout the day but it's anxiety inducing having your heartrate rise whilst it's harder to breathe. Honestly I forgot the feeling, I can manage it now but I wonder if that's why I got so many panic attacks as a kid. Hope you're doing well man, you're one of the last OGs we got left on RSclub. 12:00 Almost had the exact same feeling while I was chilling with some friends when I first realized something's wrong. For me it's moreso in my esophagus/around the trachea though. 16:21 Same deal, it's why I've not gotten treatment yet

  10. Josh gamer and more

    Josh gamer and moreПре 4 дана

    2020 didn’t suck for me, I know about covid but if you look on the bright side people graduated and we learned from covid and we got a new president too. It’s our fault for covid and not 2020’s. But now we can be better from what we learned from covid and George Floyd. For me now I’m more great full that I have family and friends. And George Floyd dying brought us together + the next time we see a double - double digit year will be in a hundred years.

  11. Worried Fiber

    Worried FiberПре 4 дана

    Dude, this is the best type of stuff right here. It's so nice to see that even your heros have to deal with some shit that you yourself have to deal with sometimes as well.

  12. Sleepy Doctor

    Sleepy DoctorПре 5 дана

    "this has been the wrost year ever" world war 2? 911? the black death? basically any time before antibiotics were made?

  13. Ravvy

    RavvyПре 7 дана

    So I am a bit late to this video, but I wanted to express something. Very possibly, the way you are feeling could be due to the autoimmune factor the disease has caused. There has been speculation about it causing autoimmune issues. And a lot of the symptoms are very relatable. I have multiple autoimmune diseases and they like to travel in pairs or more. And it's draining almost on a daily basis. I can sleep 8-12 hours and still be exhausted. What happens is some of your immune system cells start attacking healthy cells. They get confused and instead of fighting what they are supposed to, they are internally at war with your own body. It takes a lot of energy to fight off a cold and sickness. Now imagine your body doing that almost daily, except you don't have a cold or flu. Instead, it goes after things like your skin, your brain, your lungs, your pancreas, etc. If you could do a charity live stream sometime, I would love to see something that can help the research, discoverability and treatment for autoimmune be a focus. It's more of an epidemic than Covid is in truth.

  14. Nadeem Khan

    Nadeem KhanПре 8 дана

    no you make me happy and we love you

  15. Evade Dark_

    Evade Dark_Пре 8 дана

    Jack/seán bro this is so unlikely and don’t listen to this video at the end but you jinxed the hell out of this year for yourself hope your doing well my dood

  16. Caroline Park

    Caroline ParkПре 8 дана

    Isn’t it so hard when you have a physical problem yet tests show nothing wrong? It’s relieving but also terrible. It’s affects the mental health as well because you’re being told “your tests are normal, there is nothing physically wrong with you” but you’re still in pain or uncomfortable. Fact is, yes someone cares. Apparently a lot of people. But my point being if you have to take time off from work to take care of yourself and finding out what is wrong. I know this is awful, but maybe look into finding a doctor who says “well let’s find the problem” rather than “your tests are normal” because they actually care that you’re going through something awful. Anyway, not that anyone read this far, but I 100% like you more for this. I already liked you the most I could but this made it... real?

  17. Scoring

    ScoringПре 8 дана

    Bro really I let people have opinions but really I don't know if you know that there is trump supporters who watch you you got to understand that not evreybody agrees with that have a good day bye


    TONY_SQUADПре 8 дана

    Jack next nostalgia week plz play farcry 3

  19. Jaysaster

    JaysasterПре 9 дана

    You could just pull an ExplodingTNT, and just vanish for a few more months, take a break to enjoy life. You you don't have to quit. You'll feel fresh

  20. Jaysaster

    JaysasterПре 9 дана

    Hi Jack Spedicy, hope you stay on RSclub, but I understand how hard life can be.

  21. Debbie Bonner

    Debbie BonnerПре 10 дана

    Thanks for all the years and the new ones to come

  22. Debbie Bonner

    Debbie BonnerПре 10 дана

    Pop boop beep soup uooop cooop nooop looop wooop

  23. The Pit

    The PitПре 10 дана

    Your vids are always so moving Séan! I love your content and always will!

  24. Dean Stacey

    Dean StaceyПре 10 дана

    they talk about this on top 10 central. i had to come and watch this

  25. Finn Emmerson

    Finn EmmersonПре 10 дана

    I thought this video was sad then I see Jack's newest video named loss and I hope Jack can get through all the bad stuff going on right now

  26. S G

    S GПре 11 дана

    Get up early in the morning n Do meditation n yoga daily. N since u hav asthma do light exercises which dont leav u out of breath. And after a year post how these things have helped. I m waiting for next video on your health next year. Follow religiously this schedule of yoga n compulsory meditation. God bless. Tc

  27. Davy Willis

    Davy WillisПре 11 дана


  28. Evil Eye989

    Evil Eye989Пре 11 дана

    Jack I'm just sorry that 2020 is the worse it had taken a beating from me but know your not alone we will soon get through this

  29. Nyla 9

    Nyla 9Пре 12 дана

    Sean, probably this message will never reach you, but - just in case - for your problem about tinnitus it could be related to your dental occlusion and the Invisalign treatment. You could have a check with a specialist for temporo-mandibular joint (TMJ) problems. It happens quite often when your dental occlusion is not balanced. The proximity of the joint with nerves and arteries of the ear might cause this problem. It is good you checked for any possible bigger issue, but if they exclude those you could check this and you might find a solution for your problem. If you ever read this I hope I could be a little helpful for you. Thanks for all your great content and I was very sorry to hear about your recent loss in the family. Take your time, we the fans will be here whenever and if you will decide to be back.

  30. Mikael Andersson

    Mikael AnderssonПре 12 дана

    Seems like your plan for 2021 is the biggest so far. To say fuck it all and do what you feel like is a big step and i think it will do very good for you both mentally and physically.

  31. Xtraordinary Unknown

    Xtraordinary UnknownПре 12 дана

    Good luck sean.

  32. Apexersss

    ApexersssПре 13 дана

    This comment section is beautiful

  33. Dylan popets

    Dylan popetsПре 13 дана

    Love your videos and take your time fans will wait they dont mind if you dont upload every day or even every week you have built more than a fanbase you built a community you give us amazing content for years and we haven't taken it for granted we don't mind you taking time off and in soo sorry for your loss I've watched you for over 6 years and you mad it easier to get through hard times and we all wish we can do the same and help if that is giving money to charity or liking your videos and sharing them I hope the rest of this year goes better for you physically and mentally then 2020 love you videos keep up the good work.

  34. Dylan popets

    Dylan popetsПре 13 дана

    And we do care about you and what you where going through I'm sure any of the 26 million+ people wouldn't mind helping that's why it's more that a fanbase we all care about each other you carreabout your fans giving content and streaming and we care about you through by trying our best to help you and defend even tho your not going to see this I still take time from my day to try and make your day better like you have for the past few years and your videos mean so much to me and 26 million other people that's almost half the population of England that have enjoyed your videos and who know how many with out yt accounts you have so many people who carr about you and your health and we all dont mind if you want to take a month off at anytime and while you take time off as it isn't easy to lose such a close family member we will wait until you feel your ready and hopefully you come back stronger than ever

  35. Jayson

    JaysonПре 13 дана

    Head MRIs are so weird.

  36. Itz_Izzy

    Itz_IzzyПре 13 дана

    "I don't know if anybody cares" of course we care! You're physical and mental health is more important than you constantly uploading videos all the time. Whatever you decided to do I wouldn't mind. Yes, of course we'd miss you but YOU are more important than how much you upload. You're honestly such a tough guy stay strong ❤️

  37. Serra20 the Hug Collector

    Serra20 the Hug CollectorПре 13 дана

    This is late, but...2020, for me, was truly the year of reflection and just waking up. Due to health problems (spent the Christmas holidays hospitalised due to sudden appendicitis) and the overall COVID situation this has made me realise how fragile everything is; how easy it is to lose yourself or your loved ones if you're not careful enough. And also how I've taken everything for granted: my own health, getting to see my friends, just walking around the town without any restrictions...I swear, funny as it is, a few weeks ago I finally got to take a simple public bus to the city centre after months of not getting to do that and I nearly cried :D It's like...All of this routine, these simple things can be so easily taken away, and I felt like I haven't treasured them enough. So yes, going into 2021 with very little to ask for - for everyone to stay safe and take care of your own health, as well as of those important to you. And maybe, very slowly, things will pick up, and we can go back...no, not back: hoping we can go forward with the lessons we've learned. Thanks so much for sharing, Sean. These things are important to talk about, and your community will always be with you. Hoping with all of my heart that this year is much kinder on you.

  38. ꧁JakeTheMiner꧂ 202

    ꧁JakeTheMiner꧂ 202Пре 14 дана

    I feel you bro, 2020 is making things horrible

  39. Tito Odierna

    Tito OdiernaПре 15 дана

    The only year worse than this for me was the year my Mother died, 2013.

  40. Таира Прибойска

    Таира ПрибойскаПре 15 дана

    2020 was very hard and i support you in every way im glad youre taking care of yourself of your physical and mental health thats really important and im glad youre hlding on, love

  41. Goat Garbage

    Goat GarbageПре 16 дана

    Watching this just makes me depressed jack has changed and sound depressed. My childhood hero bro

  42. Harry G13

    Harry G13Пре 16 дана

    You made me happy threw dark times bro keep your head up

  43. DeadlyDanDaMan

    DeadlyDanDaManПре 16 дана

    I was around on this channel back before Sean had even 100,000 subs. I remember how stoked he was just to reach that point. Now look at him. Granted, I don't watch anywhere near as much as I used to, because the channel has changed DRASTICALLY, and not in a way that I really find appealing anymore. I don't know what it is, but when RSclubr's reach a certain level of notoriety and finally get rich, they change. A lot. And Sean isn't any different. And I don't mean they change in necessarily a bad way, but they for sure lose touch with "common people", which is what his channel was before and what I liked about it. He was just a regular guy, and now he's not anymore. He's all about the money just like the rest of them...

  44. BarryDennen12

    BarryDennen12Пре 16 дана

    I just think you guys tend to be a bit spoiled. You won the lottery. Some of us have to get day jobs and kiss this video stuff goodbye.

  45. Boltzy _Stan

    Boltzy _StanПре 17 дана


  46. Depex

    DepexПре 17 дана

    Thank god you didn’t quit your such a great youtuber and I feel so sorry for you with your father I hope you feel better and stay strong mate

  47. Mini Ram

    Mini RamПре 18 дана

    Has anyone realised he’s just sat there talking about 2020

  48. Susu Qanrilaq

    Susu QanrilaqПре 19 дана

    Its gonna be a kinda sad year for you because you father. You're father will be proud of you tho sorry for your loss o hope you will feel better soon

  49. jacob bultsma

    jacob bultsmaПре 19 дана

    Im glad you are putting in time for yourself and I hope you do great and get through this Jack I've been watching you from when I was 4 years old and we will allways be here for you

  50. Tempest Gambit

    Tempest GambitПре 19 дана


  51. mox

    moxПре 19 дана

    We care

  52. Doireann McCartin

    Doireann McCartinПре 19 дана


  53. tempodan

    tempodanПре 19 дана

    Sounds like a covid long hauler situation, same for me, digestive stuff too. Not a lot that can be done about it, other than hope the research catches up for possible treatments

  54. Biotek Digital

    Biotek DigitalПре 19 дана

    Jack's getting old. I hope you have a great retirement. And I hope jack or Sean lives happily. Sean your this channel. I don't know what to say. Man you were my childhood. Not really. But you've gotten to me to tough times. And I that's why I'm not much affected by this. Because you RSclub creators are here. That's keep me thinking that everything will be okay

  55. A Guy Who Likes Music And Video Games

    A Guy Who Likes Music And Video GamesПре 19 дана

    It’s better but still not good (as of February)

  56. Biotek Digital

    Biotek DigitalПре 19 дана

    Ehh I use to be alone. But it's a terrible year. Atleast we've got vaccines. But I don't trust it. Sorry I'm just rambling

  57. Venex

    VenexПре 19 дана

    Just remember we care so much more about your health and happiness than we ever could about uploads :)

  58. unrelatable content

    unrelatable contentПре 20 дана

    I made a promise to myself if if I ever figure out I'm trans. I'm changing my name to Sean

  59. BeinZilex

    BeinZilexПре 20 дана

    last years positive was i learned how to pirate ps2 games

  60. Rynbow99

    Rynbow99Пре 20 дана

    Me: *reads title* EXCUSE ME?! NO I WILL NOT ACCEPT

  61. Liam Gray

    Liam GrayПре 20 дана

    When u are Irish and u find out a famous youtuber is Irish so u subscribe to him

  62. Clarisse Francesca Barretto

    Clarisse Francesca BarrettoПре 21 дан

    i feel validated because i've always hated the advice always do your best and reasoned that is my mindset sometimes why i did some actions but it felt like i'm the odd one for not pushing myself

  63. Cleo Cat

    Cleo CatПре 21 дан

    Thank you so much for sharing this. I think it's a really, beautifully human thing to be able to share your thoughts and feelings--the good and the bad--in a way that invites others to share as well. Share in comfort, share in encouragement, share in support. It's really special thing and I think that you illustrated just how important it is to do after such a batshit crazy year. Thank you so much for that, and I hope for nothing but good vibes to be heading your way in 2021, even though I know it's had a bit of a rough start already. Much love from the Midwest.

  64. SW Ee

    SW EeПре 21 дан

    8:30 Some RSclubrs including Martenson and Dr. Campbell tried to warn people back in January 2020. Unfortunately, their videos didn't get recommended to a lot of the people.

  65. Elias Pohl

    Elias PohlПре 21 дан

    i can't wach this now, i can see that he has no idea what will happen to him in the near future. he is so pure and kind.

  66. ESparda A.K.A.悪魔の死神

    ESparda A.K.A.悪魔の死神Пре 21 дан

    2020 almost made me felt like quitting life but I didn't watching you for a long time has inspired me so much and am just glad you are still going on YT my favourite youtuber

  67. Rey Mysterio

    Rey MysterioПре 22 дана

    Kerbal Space Program

  68. Bweaugan

    BweauganПре 23 дана

    Bro i was walking to school wearing a mask and a dude drove up to me and was asking why i was wearing it because "its fake", i laughed at him and walked away.

  69. Elias Pohl

    Elias PohlПре 21 дан

    dude you have no idea what people are like, it gets way worse here

  70. fishtailsushi

    fishtailsushiПре 23 дана

    I found you through other peoples streams and I relate so much to what you are talking about this video. Thank you so much for doing what you do and I hope that your health problems resolve and your family is able to grieve over your fathers passing. Stay positive

  71. wildhorses runfree

    wildhorses runfreeПре 23 дана

    RSclubrs are people too. Your true fans will understand and support you.

  72. Ola T

    Ola TПре 23 дана

    This video is probably my favourite on your channel, Seán. I honestly feel better after watching a video of yours a day but this one made me extremely emotional, it's really catharctic. I don't know how I didn't notice that something is wrong with a person I've been watching everyday (even though I don't really know you) and it made me think more about the people I've lost contact with during the pandemic. We're all scared and the virus just destroyed evebybody's plans, but caring about yourself and your closest friends/relatives is still the most important thing to do. Also, thank you for adressing the problem of lack of trust towards the medical workers at the end - watching people's behaviour really drained me of the energy this year and it's really important to encourage people to educate themselves. Thank you for being here, Seán. Take care.

  73. shepert TWT

    shepert TWTПре 24 дана

    Me when I saw the vid My brain said.........NO SHIT

  74. Kayden Abbott-Hilliard

    Kayden Abbott-HilliardПре 24 дана

    it made me happy to hear you say you’d be happy without youtube:) you’ve touched a lot of people, have helped many people through shitty times... you deserve to be at ease when you want to be

  75. James Frye

    James FryeПре 24 дана

    I created a playlist called Toss Boy with 57 of your videos on it.

  76. Bob Đukić

    Bob ĐukićПре 24 дана

    A month late but the orange one is flixotide

  77. ThatTwistedKitten

    ThatTwistedKittenПре 24 дана

    "What are you doing next?" Getting a cup of coffee with cream and two sugars, then playing something to unwind... This is the time to do you and chill. Big plans are great but take too much with everything going on. Be smart, be safe, and do what makes you happy within being safe and smart. 💜

  78. tck gaming the crazy killer

    tck gaming the crazy killerПре 24 дана

    Plz play Minecraft again.

  79. T-Man James

    T-Man JamesПре 24 дана

    Tinnitus is caused by all of your stress and built up

  80. BanthaBread

    BanthaBreadПре 24 дана

    I'm really sorry for your loss cant imagine what your going through. Stay Strong Sean

  81. Melanie Horowitz

    Melanie HorowitzПре 25 дана


  82. XerxesTexasToast

    XerxesTexasToastПре 25 дана

    "My asthma came back" Oh, that was ABSOLUTELY the 'rona. Happy to hear you're recovering, but JEEZ. Stay safe dude!

  83. James Frye

    James FryeПре 25 дана

    Honestly this made me tear up. You are my favorite youtuber and brought me up from a bad time in my life and I thank you for that. Also could you do more HAPPY WHEELS!! Videos please. Also do you like world of war craft because I have some cool videos on that and could you consider subscribing to me? I love you jack, and I was wondering if Pink Lightnin will ever come back.

  84. HappyLilCamGirl

    HappyLilCamGirlПре 25 дана

    Thanks for being a good parasocial Internet-friend :)

  85. HappyLilCamGirl

    HappyLilCamGirlПре 25 дана

    Hey buddy thank you for sharing what’s been going on with your health, I’m sorry all that’s going on. Makes me feel less alone with my set of issues.

  86. Tara Exell

    Tara ExellПре 26 дана

    I’m glad you uploaded this video summarising your 2020. I’ve only just discovered your channel, I’m loving the content even though I’m not a big gamer. Sorry to hear your recent sad news, stay strong, your RSclub followers will be here for when you are ready.

  87. Tyler Whitmire

    Tyler WhitmireПре 26 дана

    This man deserves the world

  88. TheHistoryAndBookNerd 89

    TheHistoryAndBookNerd 89Пре 26 дана

    We love you Jack - you take a breather and recharge - we’ll always be here for you mate

  89. NitedevilDarkwatch

    NitedevilDarkwatchПре 26 дана

    2020 was the shittiest, fucked up year of my life. I lost my father in July and going into 2021 is not looking good either. My 71 year old mother had a bad fall in October and she's been at the hospital ever since. Now she has unfortunately degenerated very fast and doesn't even recognise us anymore, forcing me to sign her up into an elderly home because she needs constant professional care. I feel so depressed honestly. I'm so fortunate and thankful that I have such a loving husband.

  90. Itz_Izzy

    Itz_IzzyПре 11 дана

    @AmW Yeah 2021 sucks and we're not even 3 months in yet

  91. AmW

    AmWПре 11 дана

    2021 so far is even more fucked up than 2020

  92. Itz_Izzy

    Itz_IzzyПре 13 дана

    I'm so sorry that happened to you. We're here for you!

  93. Amanda Prentice

    Amanda PrenticeПре 27 дана

    so wise

  94. Pd Broken

    Pd BrokenПре 27 дана

    sad to see our favorite RSclubrs getting older and going away

  95. Sasquatch PJs

    Sasquatch PJsПре 27 дана

    It's easy to say you don't care about money when you are already set for life.

  96. Jen Bishop

    Jen BishopПре 28 дана

    Positive to take form this is your still here. yes the year was abit crap and things didn't nessiceraly go the way we wanted but we are still here and creating and still trying to do things that we can. Ive not been able to do any of the shoots or most of the creative stuff i wanted to do. I havent been able to go for motorbike rides as much or at all compared to what i want to. But the positive it i still have my motorbike, im still here to be able to do thoes creative things when we are able to and it has meant that ive been able to focuse more on me and my mental health.

  97. Nathan drake

    Nathan drakeПре 28 дана

    Stay safe jack we love you 💕💕💕💕

  98. Dr. Peppers Geronimo

    Dr. Peppers GeronimoПре 28 дана

    I’m about a month late, but thanks jack. I’m gonna focus on school and my friends more. I’m gonna avoid watching RSclub and using Instagram for as long as I can now, the disconnect is healthy I think. I know that many people can agree with this, and I also know that we all thank you. Kind of ironic that I’m commenting this tbh lol

  99. Isaac Reser

    Isaac ReserПре 28 дана

    I just hope you make at least one more scp video.

  100. Kracked Gaming906

    Kracked Gaming906Пре 28 дана

    I am uncomfortable that you funded blm

  101. Lukas Reimer

    Lukas ReimerПре 29 дана


  102. KO ant

    KO antПре 29 дана

    jack im 16 now and i have been watching your content for longer than I can remember plz never stop

  103. Microsoft Edgelord

    Microsoft EdgelordПре 26 дана

    Well that's just selfish.

  104. Mike Straw

    Mike StrawПре 29 дана

    There’s only one positive of 2020 for me... My gf got a hot tub 😂😂

  105. Thirdy Camarillo

    Thirdy CamarilloПре 29 дана

    Goodbye Jack is nice to know you we see next year take care dude we gonna miss you

  106. Giovanni Unknown

    Giovanni UnknownПре месец

    Im sorry for your dad jack 😞